Nothing Matters Anymore

Or I don’t know what does, anymore.
I’ve stopped wondering if I’ll ever fall in love properly.Stopped imagining about a non existent future family. Stopped pushing for perfection. Stopped seeking to become a holistic person.
So what if I fall in love properly? So what if things are good? If I manage my time well, score perfect grades, become a better leader, so what? If I earned plenty of money and bought all the things I like in the world, so what?
Nothing matters anymore.
I feel free. When you let go of all the hope and expectations and goes on with life, this is what you feel. Free.
Anything can happen now, and I really don’t give a fuck...